Tuesday, March 13, 2007

A Change Inside of Me

I have been a Christian for awhile and I believe that the Bible is the truth. I have also known that Chris should be the leader of our household because that is what the Bible says, that is how I have wanted it as well. I always thought that is how we were living but recently I figured out that wasn't the case. I came to a realization recently and I feel like I have completely changed and am a new person. I am happier, smiling more, and just feel everything is for the better. Chris is now the leader of our house for sure! I have also been doing more things to take care of him and the girls and in doing so I feel better about myself and my relationship with God. It is hard to explain the changes that I have made but this is the closest I have felt to God ever and what a wonderful amazing feeling it is!

I haven't told anyone this but a few weeks ago I felt like the devil was trying to get to me. I had a horrible week and was in a bad mood the whole week which caused me to let everything get to me. I prayed about it and felt peace and then I had this realization and since then things have been even better. God is so amazing and I praise him for all he has done! Our God is such an awesome God!


Bonnie said...

I'm glad to know you're feeling so much better about things - sounds like everything's a little smoother these days.

Anonymous said...

That is so beautiful, Casey! It reminds me once again of what I've been carrying in my shirt pocket for several days, from Ephesians 3:20..."God is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us."...with love as always from Papa Joe